Have you ever had something that happened in your life that you swore you would never tell anyone, as long as you lived? You know those “secrets”; that no one know but you?
I once had many of those “‘secrets” and they nearly drove me to my death. I always thought others wouldn’t accept me if they knew; that they would reject me. I could hardly bear to remember the events , much less share them with someone.
However when I found that special person; that person that I could trust with all my heart; that I knew would never tell anything I shared; When I found that person, I could get free of those secrets. I was able to free myself .
Yes it did take me time; Yes it was painful; Yes there were times I didnt’ think they would completely come out of my mouth; but with much courage, my Higher Power (God) helped me to dig down deep for that strength that I so desperately needed.
The pain of staying the same was much greater than the pain of change! I knew something had to change , or I was going to end up high again; and this time I wouldn’t make it out alive. My life means something to me today; So I trusted the process; and here I am, years later, living a life that I never dreamed possible.
Find someone who you can trust; find a power, greater than yourself that you can hold onto, then go for it. You sill soon find out that you’re not as bad as you thought you were; that there are others out there who have made bad decisions during their lifetime and now you are free! Free to live your life to the fullest , to enjoy life and experience all that it has to offer, with no doubts, shame, guilt, or fear.
((Hugs & Love)))
Wendy