Have you ever just felt like something is missing? I mean you aren’t unhappy, actually your life is going pretty well in all areas, but something is just not there; something that was once before.
I have been in that place for several months now. The difference is I knew what was missing, or at least I had an idea as to what it was, but I would do everything possible to talk myself out of doing, what I know in my heart I was supposed to be doing. Finally after many weeks of pushing and pulling, I finally gave in and got back to the basics last night. I wasn’t anything hard, difficult, or dramatic that I had to do, but it brought such peace and comfort and the minute I stepped in that room, I could feel my face glowing. Yes that spark inside of me knew I exactly what it was I had been missing, the fellowship of those just like me, the unconditional love that comes from those very same people and the freedom it all brings. It was a simple thing, a basic principle that began over 7 years ago; yet I was so determined to fight the urge to do what I knew was right, that I risked the very essence of who I am today.
If something is missing in your life, if you feel like something is lost that you once had, get back to the basics of things; Have you stopped doing something you use to do? Have you been taking time out for you? Have you been isolating or living in fear? Whatever it is that you did before start it once again. The basic values in my program are what have kept me clean for so many years and the choice is mine , as to whether or not I will continue to ignore them or apply them in every area of my life.
((((hugs & love)))