Sometimes I am not sure what it is that I am feeling;
Sometimes the feelings are more than I care to handle;
Sometimes I get so confused that I shut down;
Sometimes I stray from what it is that I know I am suppose to do;
Sometimes I sit and I cry;
Sometimes I question my mere existence;
When those times come, it doesn’t mean that I am hopeless;
It doesn’t mean that I am a horrible person;
Maybe it’s time I took a closer look at what it is I am doing in life;
Maybe I need to reevaluate my true purpose;
Maybe I’ve gotten off track in my daily meditation;
Maybe I stopped praying;
Maybe I’m angry because something didn’t go or turn out the way “I thought it should have.”
Whatever the case may be, I can always start over.
I can reach out to someone and ask for help;
I can write about my “true” feelings & resentments;
Putting them on paper seems to be very therapeutic;
Yes at any given moment I can start my day over, amend my wrongs (take care of my side of the street), and give myself a break.
Whatever the case may be, I HAVE A CHOICE;
I can choose to look at things as though I am a failure (negatively)..OR;
I can choose to be grateful for the awareness of it all, because without awareness I can not change that which I do not like.
So, Dust yourself off, get out of the self-pity mode, and start over; it’s never to late to begin again!!!